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First was Paul, he used to call me his friend, but friends don’t ruin each other to get ahead
WHO: Héctor and OTA
WHERE: Around campus
WHEN: The month of September, various wobbly dates except for one
WHAT: Getting chewed out, Dodging music, Mexican independence day, Ressurection: Stepford.
WARNINGS: The big spoilers, brief forced bone notching(?), drinking, creepy altered mind states at the end
Let Off With A Warning (Non-Prompt)
School's begun. He's all ready for his first tutoring session of the year-- more of a meeting really-- but when he gets to the requested meet-up spot, a café in soliel, there's no kid waiting for him.
The hunters rise up, eyes fixed on him. He turns only to be faced with another pair. His eyes dart to the side. He could run for the alley. But then a hand falls on his shoulder. A familiar face greets him.
"I've got two mages on standby and you have two seconds to come along willingly."
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He feels hollowed out. It's not because he was told (demanded) to shift the moment he entered the room. His eyes fall on the folder before him, filled with spread photos of himself, from Santa Cecelia and around Europe, including one that Peter dug up from the depths of the internet once. There are screenshots and transcriptions of a familiar site (Toki's) and unfamiliar forums which mention him going to Santa Cecilia just last month. There are newspaper clippings of some of the horror stories he's accidentally left behind, and newer ones all questioning one man; Ernesto De La Cruz. They haven't stopped explaining the situation but he's tuned a lot out, a ringing left in its place. Until--
"This has gone too far. The publicity on this is growing monumental. Things were different before, some nobody can be covered up, but now you're involved with someone famous? Do you realize how fast this could unravel? And there you are, gallivanting home, thinking you can do whatever you like, putting yourself websites! No more! You are officially forbidden from stepping foot outside this town!"
He jolts in place. "Wait, no, you can't do that! That wasn't my fault! That was a kid! A kid who made a mistake, a simple mistake, and it got taken down after! And everything else-- I didn't do that either!"
"I don't care, Héctor! I don't care whose fault it was, I don't care if you mean well, I don't care if you really did write that guy's songs! I told you this would happen! I told you to stay here and find a life of your own!"
"I have a daughter...! I had to see her!"
"Yes. You did. And now you're a dead man, one has repeatedly proven he can't be trusted with the secrecy of this world. The safety of the people! So now you get to find a way to either tell her that her father is dead or a fool."
"No, no--"
"We're putting a mark on you."
"What?!"
His arm is grabbed, yanked free from the joint as another pair of hands go to his shoulders to hold him down, shoving the chair in so his ribs are caught. He tries to look back to see where his arm is being taken but he can't see past and trying to move his other arm to lift his head up only results in that being pinned too. On the detached arm, he feels something sharp. It presses, harder and harder still and then he can feel it scrape, bone crumbling and giving away beneath. He cries out and bows his head. The cry nearly turns to a sob. It doesn't last long, it's not meant to torture, and that he sees as soon as it's popped back in place. Carved into the bone and inked is a rune. He knows what it's for, holding it close, but the hunter explains anyway.
"As of now, if you try going where you're not meant to, we will know. If you try removing the rune, we will know. The Academy cut a deal-- or you did with them-- either way, you get to see another day as long as it's under their jurisdiction. You go only where they need you, with one exception; you are not to return to Mexico until all this has died down and everyone forgets about it. And you are not to be publicly seen outside of Soliel by anyone."
"Died down?" He croaks, head lifting. "He's famous...! What am I supposed to do, wait until he's dead?" The silence answers that. His phantom heart sinks. He doesn't have that much time. He shakes his head.
"I'm sorry, Héctor. I really am, but..." For the first time in this whole talk, the man's voice softens. The hunter actually sounds regretful. It doesn't matter. "You've run out of chances."
A - A Broken Record - Anywhere
The hunters weren't exaggerating. He wishes they were. He's started to hear it, his songs slipping out of speakers in town. Even within the school, there's an occasional snippet of something; a TV spotlight that feels like a stab in the heart, a punch in the gut, and a chill down his spine all at once. He hears the faint humming of songs he wrote once on the breath of others. Over and over and over again it hits him and he rubs at his arm unconsciously, almost able to feel the engraving beneath the flesh. He's obviously distracted. Enough so that he blinks to realize someone else is there, talking to him.
"What? I'm sorry, could you say that again? I, ah, ha, didn't catch that..." He grins sheepishly.
B - A Stolen Melody - The Hog's Head and outside it
"I guess I live here now," He mutters to the glass in front of him. "Ha. Live..." He swigs it back. Okay. That's enough. No more feeling sorry for himself, he's going to pull it together and figure something out. A year ago he had the same problem and that got solved! And a year before that he was in the Outlands! This is just a minor set back. That's all. Yes.
Spirit almost renewed, he slaps his hands down and stands, even managing a smile. And then the cover musician on stage clears their throat.
"You all might have heard this one recently, it's made it rather big, so I hope I can do it justice. May it be a night to remember."
He whirls around, stricken. The song begins with a flourish.
"Remeeeember--"
"NO!" It takes seconds. One moment he's by the bar, the next he's diving onto the stage, gripping the neck of that guitar with a fevered look in his eyes. "Not that one!"
It's also only a few seconds before he's being thrown out of the bar, doors slamming behind him.
C - Independence Day - School Grounds
He stands on campus with his bow and arrow, surrounded by a pile of what looks to be fireworks. He draws the arrow back, aiming for the cathedral bell of the non-denominational church, and then, 11:00 pm sharp, he fires. It hits and makes little more than a piteous 'ting' of a sound, summoning a frown from him. Fine. He'll make do. He picks up a bottle of tequila and taps the side of it with another arrow. It's the best bell he's got. He gets to work then, setting up the fireworks display on the grounds for which he has neither permit nor permission. He mutters under his breath whatever he can remember of the varying versions of Hidalgo's speech. From the sound of his words, he's evidently a little buzzed already. He takes his sweet time for a good hour so that with that all done, it's officially September 16th.
He turns around with a grin, whether to those he's actively invited out with him or to those who are stumbling onto the field wondering exactly what the hell is going on. The explanation comes in the form of a loud Grito and a cry to the sky.
"¡VIVA MÉXICO!"
In the middle of France.
He starts lighting the fireworks, a few too many at once, and he runs back out of the way to watch them go, bottle scooped up to come with him and a manic grin on his face.
D - The Perfect Man - Around Campus
After all their resurrection attempts before, it's understandable that she's nervous. It makes perfect sense. A few seconds ago, he was nervous too, but now it seems a peace has come over him. He speaks with calm and assures, he's fine, really, he promises, there's no way yet to tell that it worked but maybe tomorrow evening they can find out, he loves her with all his heart.
All the next night, he's smiling. There's something different about him. He's cleaned up. He offers friendly greetings and is quick to help in any situation. He laughs at any joke and works hard into the night, even taking care of tasks he wasn't necessarily asked to do. Whatever anyone seems to want, he's willing to give it.
E - T̝̞͕̻͌ḥ̱͙̪͂͂̈́̇̾̔e̶̿ͨ́̅̅͒ ͒͌P͍͚̭̱̿͌e͎͉̞͌ͥͭ͆ͬͫ͐r͇ḟ̥͎̰̃ê̥̺̮̅̈͛̌͑͝c̛͈͓̬̬t͎̞̳̫̊̊ͨ̎ ̟̮̌͞M̩͉͚̝̦̓ͮ͠a̶̯̘̙̍̓͛́͛n͔̞͓̗̎͗̊̏́ͅ?̵̤̹̻͔͌́ͦ̽
Whatever anyone wants, he's not just willing to give anymore. He's desperate. His smile holds in place but looks pained now. His eyes are clearly vacant. There's a frantic note to his voice and an unsteady shake to his hands. He all but begs others to let him do something for them-- and when that fails, begging is still on the table.
For that matter, nothing, it seems, is off-limits...
WHERE: Around campus
WHEN: The month of September, various wobbly dates except for one
WHAT: Getting chewed out, Dodging music, Mexican independence day, Ressurection: Stepford.
WARNINGS: The big spoilers, brief forced bone notching(?), drinking, creepy altered mind states at the end
Let Off With A Warning (Non-Prompt)
School's begun. He's all ready for his first tutoring session of the year-- more of a meeting really-- but when he gets to the requested meet-up spot, a café in soliel, there's no kid waiting for him.
The hunters rise up, eyes fixed on him. He turns only to be faced with another pair. His eyes dart to the side. He could run for the alley. But then a hand falls on his shoulder. A familiar face greets him.
"I've got two mages on standby and you have two seconds to come along willingly."
He feels hollowed out. It's not because he was told (demanded) to shift the moment he entered the room. His eyes fall on the folder before him, filled with spread photos of himself, from Santa Cecelia and around Europe, including one that Peter dug up from the depths of the internet once. There are screenshots and transcriptions of a familiar site (Toki's) and unfamiliar forums which mention him going to Santa Cecilia just last month. There are newspaper clippings of some of the horror stories he's accidentally left behind, and newer ones all questioning one man; Ernesto De La Cruz. They haven't stopped explaining the situation but he's tuned a lot out, a ringing left in its place. Until--
"This has gone too far. The publicity on this is growing monumental. Things were different before, some nobody can be covered up, but now you're involved with someone famous? Do you realize how fast this could unravel? And there you are, gallivanting home, thinking you can do whatever you like, putting yourself websites! No more! You are officially forbidden from stepping foot outside this town!"
He jolts in place. "Wait, no, you can't do that! That wasn't my fault! That was a kid! A kid who made a mistake, a simple mistake, and it got taken down after! And everything else-- I didn't do that either!"
"I don't care, Héctor! I don't care whose fault it was, I don't care if you mean well, I don't care if you really did write that guy's songs! I told you this would happen! I told you to stay here and find a life of your own!"
"I have a daughter...! I had to see her!"
"Yes. You did. And now you're a dead man, one has repeatedly proven he can't be trusted with the secrecy of this world. The safety of the people! So now you get to find a way to either tell her that her father is dead or a fool."
"No, no--"
"We're putting a mark on you."
"What?!"
His arm is grabbed, yanked free from the joint as another pair of hands go to his shoulders to hold him down, shoving the chair in so his ribs are caught. He tries to look back to see where his arm is being taken but he can't see past and trying to move his other arm to lift his head up only results in that being pinned too. On the detached arm, he feels something sharp. It presses, harder and harder still and then he can feel it scrape, bone crumbling and giving away beneath. He cries out and bows his head. The cry nearly turns to a sob. It doesn't last long, it's not meant to torture, and that he sees as soon as it's popped back in place. Carved into the bone and inked is a rune. He knows what it's for, holding it close, but the hunter explains anyway.
"As of now, if you try going where you're not meant to, we will know. If you try removing the rune, we will know. The Academy cut a deal-- or you did with them-- either way, you get to see another day as long as it's under their jurisdiction. You go only where they need you, with one exception; you are not to return to Mexico until all this has died down and everyone forgets about it. And you are not to be publicly seen outside of Soliel by anyone."
"Died down?" He croaks, head lifting. "He's famous...! What am I supposed to do, wait until he's dead?" The silence answers that. His phantom heart sinks. He doesn't have that much time. He shakes his head.
"I'm sorry, Héctor. I really am, but..." For the first time in this whole talk, the man's voice softens. The hunter actually sounds regretful. It doesn't matter. "You've run out of chances."
A - A Broken Record - Anywhere
The hunters weren't exaggerating. He wishes they were. He's started to hear it, his songs slipping out of speakers in town. Even within the school, there's an occasional snippet of something; a TV spotlight that feels like a stab in the heart, a punch in the gut, and a chill down his spine all at once. He hears the faint humming of songs he wrote once on the breath of others. Over and over and over again it hits him and he rubs at his arm unconsciously, almost able to feel the engraving beneath the flesh. He's obviously distracted. Enough so that he blinks to realize someone else is there, talking to him.
"What? I'm sorry, could you say that again? I, ah, ha, didn't catch that..." He grins sheepishly.
B - A Stolen Melody - The Hog's Head and outside it
"I guess I live here now," He mutters to the glass in front of him. "Ha. Live..." He swigs it back. Okay. That's enough. No more feeling sorry for himself, he's going to pull it together and figure something out. A year ago he had the same problem and that got solved! And a year before that he was in the Outlands! This is just a minor set back. That's all. Yes.
Spirit almost renewed, he slaps his hands down and stands, even managing a smile. And then the cover musician on stage clears their throat.
"You all might have heard this one recently, it's made it rather big, so I hope I can do it justice. May it be a night to remember."
He whirls around, stricken. The song begins with a flourish.
"Remeeeember--"
"NO!" It takes seconds. One moment he's by the bar, the next he's diving onto the stage, gripping the neck of that guitar with a fevered look in his eyes. "Not that one!"
It's also only a few seconds before he's being thrown out of the bar, doors slamming behind him.
C - Independence Day - School Grounds
He stands on campus with his bow and arrow, surrounded by a pile of what looks to be fireworks. He draws the arrow back, aiming for the cathedral bell of the non-denominational church, and then, 11:00 pm sharp, he fires. It hits and makes little more than a piteous 'ting' of a sound, summoning a frown from him. Fine. He'll make do. He picks up a bottle of tequila and taps the side of it with another arrow. It's the best bell he's got. He gets to work then, setting up the fireworks display on the grounds for which he has neither permit nor permission. He mutters under his breath whatever he can remember of the varying versions of Hidalgo's speech. From the sound of his words, he's evidently a little buzzed already. He takes his sweet time for a good hour so that with that all done, it's officially September 16th.
He turns around with a grin, whether to those he's actively invited out with him or to those who are stumbling onto the field wondering exactly what the hell is going on. The explanation comes in the form of a loud Grito and a cry to the sky.
"¡VIVA MÉXICO!"
In the middle of France.
He starts lighting the fireworks, a few too many at once, and he runs back out of the way to watch them go, bottle scooped up to come with him and a manic grin on his face.
D - The Perfect Man - Around Campus
After all their resurrection attempts before, it's understandable that she's nervous. It makes perfect sense. A few seconds ago, he was nervous too, but now it seems a peace has come over him. He speaks with calm and assures, he's fine, really, he promises, there's no way yet to tell that it worked but maybe tomorrow evening they can find out, he loves her with all his heart.
All the next night, he's smiling. There's something different about him. He's cleaned up. He offers friendly greetings and is quick to help in any situation. He laughs at any joke and works hard into the night, even taking care of tasks he wasn't necessarily asked to do. Whatever anyone seems to want, he's willing to give it.
E - T̝̞͕̻͌ḥ̱͙̪͂͂̈́̇̾̔e̶̿ͨ́̅̅͒ ͒͌P͍͚̭̱̿͌e͎͉̞͌ͥͭ͆ͬͫ͐r͇ḟ̥͎̰̃ê̥̺̮̅̈͛̌͑͝c̛͈͓̬̬t͎̞̳̫̊̊ͨ̎ ̟̮̌͞M̩͉͚̝̦̓ͮ͠a̶̯̘̙̍̓͛́͛n͔̞͓̗̎͗̊̏́ͅ?̵̤̹̻͔͌́ͦ̽
Whatever anyone wants, he's not just willing to give anymore. He's desperate. His smile holds in place but looks pained now. His eyes are clearly vacant. There's a frantic note to his voice and an unsteady shake to his hands. He all but begs others to let him do something for them-- and when that fails, begging is still on the table.
For that matter, nothing, it seems, is off-limits...
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[More importantly...]
Imagine the fucking tomcat that can match Pepita... Then again, Imelda's fierce, too, but she settled for a weak punk like you.
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[Maverick just keeps making him laugh.]
She did! I still don't get it! Ernesto was right there and they hated each other! I can only hope Pepita has the same confusing taste.
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Stupidest fucking thing you've said in a while -- I know, a real high fucking bar. Tía? She's smart. Everything you ever said about Ernesto paints the guy as a fucking asshole. Course she ain't gonna like that. Nah, you want a dumbass, you look at my boyfriend that knows I can be a dick but supposedly likes me anyway.
[if he wasn't just being used hahahaha he needs more tequila]
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[He frowns at Maverick.]
You've got it all wrong. Backwards. You? You're a catch or whatever the word is now. You can be rude but that's one thing! You also listen! You take care of those around you. You're constantly doing it! Doesn't matter if you're hurting or they're older or what, you always care. You offer reason and a good shaking but Dios if you aren't kind sometimes. And you love your Momma. And your Tía. There are guys out there who'd be too macho to even think what you say proudly! And you know you've got that face I think people like a lot too, muy guapo. Heck sometimes I wish I could be more... how together you are sometimes! And you think that's dumb? No, no. Backwards.
[With that big rant out of the way he wishes he'd brought another bottle. Instead he flops back in the grass so he's lying down, gazing intently at those stars.]
....But not all backwards. She is smart. And I am stupid. And Ernesto...God, I just...I fell for it! Every word, start to finish! He was there, he was always there, he listened and we talked and laughed! I go on and on about his flaws these days but he had this way, you know? He could do great things sometimes without even thinking! He'd actually rescue a kitten from a burning building. And he made you feel like you mattered. Sometimes more than anybody else! You could be this dumb slouch of a kid with no shoes and he'd still take you to his older friends like, hey, here's someone special, here's my best friend! And I... I was so... so self important, so desperate, I'd give anything to make sure what he said was true. I couldn't say no, but even when I did he'd forgive me. Maybe scold me when I came around. Or get annoyed when I didn't but we always had our dream, us, and I- I didn't love him but I... I loved him. That's a dumbass for you. This guy right here.
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...What makes you think I'm not just fucking...Ernesto 2.0 or something, huh? Already swindled you out of your tequila. Maybe I'm doing shit just to make you like me.
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His voice comes impossibly quiet.]
I don't. I don't know. He broke my heart. I don't know about anyone anymore. I'm so glad you can't all hear how much I doubt. I think if I weren't dead and just wanting... something here... I'd probably be terrified.
[There's a breathy humorless laugh from him.]
But I'm hoping I've guessed right. It kind of helps that you're a jerk at times and that you started out hating me. Sort of negates the "trying to win my favor" thing.
[He smiles ruefully.]
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Hnn. [Wow. Stunning. Eloquent as fuck. Maybe if his brain wasn’t tripping over “wanting something here” and filling in that “something” with himself. Not even romantically, really — though wow, Ricky’s stupid crush was still right fucking there, huh — but just...being wanted at all. Being seen instead of used.] ...I think he’s a fucking moron. Anyone who goes and breaks a heart like yours and doesn’t immediately wanna stab their own out, they got a load of shit wrong with ‘em, it ain’t fucking fair. Tía picked right, dummy.
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He looks over, that bittersweet feeling twisting that broken heart of his as it draws out a smile too.]
... And there's that kindness I'm talking about.
[It doesn't matter that it isn't true, that he causes trouble and isn't anything perfect. It's not about those people right now. It's what Maverick thinks of him. He turns his gaze back to those stars, no eye for all the patterns here on this side of the world, but that's okay.]
Thank you, Maverick. I hope you can be kinder to yourself too.
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Nah. It’s, uh. It’s like that song — I know I’m being used; it’s okay because I like the abuse. Something like that.
[just don’t think about the rest of the song (which applies even more to him) and it’s fine]
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That's a sad song, my friend. Don't treat yourself like that! I'll have to call an intervention! No one wants to suffer one of those. Imagine the group that would make up here!
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Other small blessings: that fucking laugh. Damn.]
Fuck. If you called an intervention for me, who would you fucking get to hold hands in a circle around me and hum some shit like Dear Prudence until I broke down and learned to love my damn self?
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[Just listen to this extremely stupid man.]
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[Still gonna be a pretty small circle, if you ask him, on account of that no self esteem thing.]
Not sure you could get one of 'em over here just using Jail's van, though. Might cost four plane tickets, a jar of marshmallows, and a pack of qtips to get him to come back to this fucking place for a day or whatever. [Just to see Mav, too... But that's why there's that second set of plane tickets for Ellie, so Kano can have his special person while he dons the shame hoodie of being his.]
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[He's been waving his hands, gesturing as he speaks. He lets them drop to his chest.]
Logistics and madness aside, I think you're assuming Kano doesn't care about you. Did he actually say as much as that?
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You don’t know Cricket. Unless he got to drive the fucking thing, too, and change course to fucking...Egypt, I dunno. [Ugh, he already feels like throwing up, this doesn’t bode well for when he starts to sober back up again. Oh well.] We’re friends. Best friends.
[Kano had said as much while Mav was busy sobbing his eyes out at him in the woods, playing a game where he was bound to answer questions truthfully.]
How I know he cares different than most people. He wouldn’t think being here would help any — hell, might fucking take me away with him, give him a minute alone to make it happen. But he thinks I belong here and he doesn’t, so. Wouldn’t last long. S’why you couldn’t convince him to stay, especially not without Fireball being here, too. Waste of fucking time, his and mine.
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[He believed their judgment before his own but that didn't make things easy in the moment. And that was to say nothing of Shuuya.
He listens quietly.]
So, he's your Best Friend. He's got... something that makes him feel he shouldn't be here. [Problems. A lot of them.] But he wants the best for you well enough to let you stay here. So why does it sound like you don't quite believe he cares, if that's the case?
[He's abandoning the hypothetical scenario of gathering everyone here for now.]
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He's quiet, not trusting himself to speak in a way that makes sense or, worse, doesn't leave enough of a shell for him to hide behind. Unfortunately, all laying there thinking really does is let the alcohol worm through him, loosen up his tongue, and get the feelings to float up to the top. Ugh, this was all so stupid.]
It isn't that he doesn't....care. It's... I'm his best friend. [There's conviction there, but it's growing tired.] I'm his best friend, and he's...my Ernesto, I guess. I love him. There's all these fucking reasons why, but I don't fucking know, I can't... I just do.
But he's got shit bigger and better than me that he's gotta deal with. That's how it is. S'how I gotta let him be.
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[He knows what's meant. To love someone who makes you hurt so much. He knows that's what Maverick means. But it's still worth saying.]
I came back to this school. Mi hija is at home. I had to, and this kills me, but I thought it best for her. Because I love her. And when I was away, it wasn't because I didn't care about any of you either.
You know he cares about you. You've said so, explained it. You're hurting and that's fine. You've got reason to feel how you do. But just because of all that, all those bigger problems, doesn't mean he doesn't care. Doesn't mean you're less worthy. I know it can be hard to like yourself but you shouldn't project that onto those who care for you. It does as much disservice to them as it does yourself.
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You're fucking... Come on, why the hell are we even talking about this? Didn't I just make a fucking joke? You were the one out here drinking and playing with fire and shit, not me. [Now it's him, but that's only a little bit his fault.]
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We're talking about this because you brought it up, you needed to, and because I think you're pretty great too.
[He's teasing and yet also completely serious. Multi-tasking.]
Besides, just because I'm drinking and playing with fire doesn't mean that something bad happened. It's Independence day.
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Suck my fucking dick, dude. You made me think about this shit in the first place.
[Everything is Héc's fault, yeah.]
...Must be fuckin' weird to care so much about where you live. Er, where you came from, I guess, for now...
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He wipes at false tears as he settles down. He shrugs.]
It's part of me, I guess. My identity, the things that made me who I am. I never knew my parents but I know my ancestry if that makes any sense. The things I believe in, the music I play, how I play it, the things I liked before or like now... I think, the parts of myself I do like, the best parts, came from home. And if not for the sacrifices and efforts of the past I wouldn't be here anyway. And so, of course I'm proud. It's a way a group of people can say they're in it together, and intend to stick it out. At least that's how I see it.
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Guess Mama's birthday and mother's day is kinda like that...
[Maybe it was just because today was any old day, like yesterday was and like tomorrow will be.]
Fucking weird, but...not bad, I guess. I mean, it's a cool thing?
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[He shrugs.]
It could also be that I miss it. It's been a long time and all. I usually get way more excited for día de muertos though-- and that was before all this, before you say it.
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[He still wants to say it, impaired inhibitions and all.]
That's, uh... Your dead loved ones come back in a non-zombie way and hang out, right? There's food and flowers. But you didn't have a family? Did you know... I mean, did you lose a lot of people?
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