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First was Paul, he used to call me his friend, but friends don’t ruin each other to get ahead
WHO: Héctor and OTA
WHERE: Around campus
WHEN: The month of September, various wobbly dates except for one
WHAT: Getting chewed out, Dodging music, Mexican independence day, Ressurection: Stepford.
WARNINGS: The big spoilers, brief forced bone notching(?), drinking, creepy altered mind states at the end
Let Off With A Warning (Non-Prompt)
School's begun. He's all ready for his first tutoring session of the year-- more of a meeting really-- but when he gets to the requested meet-up spot, a café in soliel, there's no kid waiting for him.
The hunters rise up, eyes fixed on him. He turns only to be faced with another pair. His eyes dart to the side. He could run for the alley. But then a hand falls on his shoulder. A familiar face greets him.
"I've got two mages on standby and you have two seconds to come along willingly."
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He feels hollowed out. It's not because he was told (demanded) to shift the moment he entered the room. His eyes fall on the folder before him, filled with spread photos of himself, from Santa Cecelia and around Europe, including one that Peter dug up from the depths of the internet once. There are screenshots and transcriptions of a familiar site (Toki's) and unfamiliar forums which mention him going to Santa Cecilia just last month. There are newspaper clippings of some of the horror stories he's accidentally left behind, and newer ones all questioning one man; Ernesto De La Cruz. They haven't stopped explaining the situation but he's tuned a lot out, a ringing left in its place. Until--
"This has gone too far. The publicity on this is growing monumental. Things were different before, some nobody can be covered up, but now you're involved with someone famous? Do you realize how fast this could unravel? And there you are, gallivanting home, thinking you can do whatever you like, putting yourself websites! No more! You are officially forbidden from stepping foot outside this town!"
He jolts in place. "Wait, no, you can't do that! That wasn't my fault! That was a kid! A kid who made a mistake, a simple mistake, and it got taken down after! And everything else-- I didn't do that either!"
"I don't care, Héctor! I don't care whose fault it was, I don't care if you mean well, I don't care if you really did write that guy's songs! I told you this would happen! I told you to stay here and find a life of your own!"
"I have a daughter...! I had to see her!"
"Yes. You did. And now you're a dead man, one has repeatedly proven he can't be trusted with the secrecy of this world. The safety of the people! So now you get to find a way to either tell her that her father is dead or a fool."
"No, no--"
"We're putting a mark on you."
"What?!"
His arm is grabbed, yanked free from the joint as another pair of hands go to his shoulders to hold him down, shoving the chair in so his ribs are caught. He tries to look back to see where his arm is being taken but he can't see past and trying to move his other arm to lift his head up only results in that being pinned too. On the detached arm, he feels something sharp. It presses, harder and harder still and then he can feel it scrape, bone crumbling and giving away beneath. He cries out and bows his head. The cry nearly turns to a sob. It doesn't last long, it's not meant to torture, and that he sees as soon as it's popped back in place. Carved into the bone and inked is a rune. He knows what it's for, holding it close, but the hunter explains anyway.
"As of now, if you try going where you're not meant to, we will know. If you try removing the rune, we will know. The Academy cut a deal-- or you did with them-- either way, you get to see another day as long as it's under their jurisdiction. You go only where they need you, with one exception; you are not to return to Mexico until all this has died down and everyone forgets about it. And you are not to be publicly seen outside of Soliel by anyone."
"Died down?" He croaks, head lifting. "He's famous...! What am I supposed to do, wait until he's dead?" The silence answers that. His phantom heart sinks. He doesn't have that much time. He shakes his head.
"I'm sorry, Héctor. I really am, but..." For the first time in this whole talk, the man's voice softens. The hunter actually sounds regretful. It doesn't matter. "You've run out of chances."
A - A Broken Record - Anywhere
The hunters weren't exaggerating. He wishes they were. He's started to hear it, his songs slipping out of speakers in town. Even within the school, there's an occasional snippet of something; a TV spotlight that feels like a stab in the heart, a punch in the gut, and a chill down his spine all at once. He hears the faint humming of songs he wrote once on the breath of others. Over and over and over again it hits him and he rubs at his arm unconsciously, almost able to feel the engraving beneath the flesh. He's obviously distracted. Enough so that he blinks to realize someone else is there, talking to him.
"What? I'm sorry, could you say that again? I, ah, ha, didn't catch that..." He grins sheepishly.
B - A Stolen Melody - The Hog's Head and outside it
"I guess I live here now," He mutters to the glass in front of him. "Ha. Live..." He swigs it back. Okay. That's enough. No more feeling sorry for himself, he's going to pull it together and figure something out. A year ago he had the same problem and that got solved! And a year before that he was in the Outlands! This is just a minor set back. That's all. Yes.
Spirit almost renewed, he slaps his hands down and stands, even managing a smile. And then the cover musician on stage clears their throat.
"You all might have heard this one recently, it's made it rather big, so I hope I can do it justice. May it be a night to remember."
He whirls around, stricken. The song begins with a flourish.
"Remeeeember--"
"NO!" It takes seconds. One moment he's by the bar, the next he's diving onto the stage, gripping the neck of that guitar with a fevered look in his eyes. "Not that one!"
It's also only a few seconds before he's being thrown out of the bar, doors slamming behind him.
C - Independence Day - School Grounds
He stands on campus with his bow and arrow, surrounded by a pile of what looks to be fireworks. He draws the arrow back, aiming for the cathedral bell of the non-denominational church, and then, 11:00 pm sharp, he fires. It hits and makes little more than a piteous 'ting' of a sound, summoning a frown from him. Fine. He'll make do. He picks up a bottle of tequila and taps the side of it with another arrow. It's the best bell he's got. He gets to work then, setting up the fireworks display on the grounds for which he has neither permit nor permission. He mutters under his breath whatever he can remember of the varying versions of Hidalgo's speech. From the sound of his words, he's evidently a little buzzed already. He takes his sweet time for a good hour so that with that all done, it's officially September 16th.
He turns around with a grin, whether to those he's actively invited out with him or to those who are stumbling onto the field wondering exactly what the hell is going on. The explanation comes in the form of a loud Grito and a cry to the sky.
"¡VIVA MÉXICO!"
In the middle of France.
He starts lighting the fireworks, a few too many at once, and he runs back out of the way to watch them go, bottle scooped up to come with him and a manic grin on his face.
D - The Perfect Man - Around Campus
After all their resurrection attempts before, it's understandable that she's nervous. It makes perfect sense. A few seconds ago, he was nervous too, but now it seems a peace has come over him. He speaks with calm and assures, he's fine, really, he promises, there's no way yet to tell that it worked but maybe tomorrow evening they can find out, he loves her with all his heart.
All the next night, he's smiling. There's something different about him. He's cleaned up. He offers friendly greetings and is quick to help in any situation. He laughs at any joke and works hard into the night, even taking care of tasks he wasn't necessarily asked to do. Whatever anyone seems to want, he's willing to give it.
E - T̝̞͕̻͌ḥ̱͙̪͂͂̈́̇̾̔e̶̿ͨ́̅̅͒ ͒͌P͍͚̭̱̿͌e͎͉̞͌ͥͭ͆ͬͫ͐r͇ḟ̥͎̰̃ê̥̺̮̅̈͛̌͑͝c̛͈͓̬̬t͎̞̳̫̊̊ͨ̎ ̟̮̌͞M̩͉͚̝̦̓ͮ͠a̶̯̘̙̍̓͛́͛n͔̞͓̗̎͗̊̏́ͅ?̵̤̹̻͔͌́ͦ̽
Whatever anyone wants, he's not just willing to give anymore. He's desperate. His smile holds in place but looks pained now. His eyes are clearly vacant. There's a frantic note to his voice and an unsteady shake to his hands. He all but begs others to let him do something for them-- and when that fails, begging is still on the table.
For that matter, nothing, it seems, is off-limits...
WHERE: Around campus
WHEN: The month of September, various wobbly dates except for one
WHAT: Getting chewed out, Dodging music, Mexican independence day, Ressurection: Stepford.
WARNINGS: The big spoilers, brief forced bone notching(?), drinking, creepy altered mind states at the end
Let Off With A Warning (Non-Prompt)
School's begun. He's all ready for his first tutoring session of the year-- more of a meeting really-- but when he gets to the requested meet-up spot, a café in soliel, there's no kid waiting for him.
The hunters rise up, eyes fixed on him. He turns only to be faced with another pair. His eyes dart to the side. He could run for the alley. But then a hand falls on his shoulder. A familiar face greets him.
"I've got two mages on standby and you have two seconds to come along willingly."
He feels hollowed out. It's not because he was told (demanded) to shift the moment he entered the room. His eyes fall on the folder before him, filled with spread photos of himself, from Santa Cecelia and around Europe, including one that Peter dug up from the depths of the internet once. There are screenshots and transcriptions of a familiar site (Toki's) and unfamiliar forums which mention him going to Santa Cecilia just last month. There are newspaper clippings of some of the horror stories he's accidentally left behind, and newer ones all questioning one man; Ernesto De La Cruz. They haven't stopped explaining the situation but he's tuned a lot out, a ringing left in its place. Until--
"This has gone too far. The publicity on this is growing monumental. Things were different before, some nobody can be covered up, but now you're involved with someone famous? Do you realize how fast this could unravel? And there you are, gallivanting home, thinking you can do whatever you like, putting yourself websites! No more! You are officially forbidden from stepping foot outside this town!"
He jolts in place. "Wait, no, you can't do that! That wasn't my fault! That was a kid! A kid who made a mistake, a simple mistake, and it got taken down after! And everything else-- I didn't do that either!"
"I don't care, Héctor! I don't care whose fault it was, I don't care if you mean well, I don't care if you really did write that guy's songs! I told you this would happen! I told you to stay here and find a life of your own!"
"I have a daughter...! I had to see her!"
"Yes. You did. And now you're a dead man, one has repeatedly proven he can't be trusted with the secrecy of this world. The safety of the people! So now you get to find a way to either tell her that her father is dead or a fool."
"No, no--"
"We're putting a mark on you."
"What?!"
His arm is grabbed, yanked free from the joint as another pair of hands go to his shoulders to hold him down, shoving the chair in so his ribs are caught. He tries to look back to see where his arm is being taken but he can't see past and trying to move his other arm to lift his head up only results in that being pinned too. On the detached arm, he feels something sharp. It presses, harder and harder still and then he can feel it scrape, bone crumbling and giving away beneath. He cries out and bows his head. The cry nearly turns to a sob. It doesn't last long, it's not meant to torture, and that he sees as soon as it's popped back in place. Carved into the bone and inked is a rune. He knows what it's for, holding it close, but the hunter explains anyway.
"As of now, if you try going where you're not meant to, we will know. If you try removing the rune, we will know. The Academy cut a deal-- or you did with them-- either way, you get to see another day as long as it's under their jurisdiction. You go only where they need you, with one exception; you are not to return to Mexico until all this has died down and everyone forgets about it. And you are not to be publicly seen outside of Soliel by anyone."
"Died down?" He croaks, head lifting. "He's famous...! What am I supposed to do, wait until he's dead?" The silence answers that. His phantom heart sinks. He doesn't have that much time. He shakes his head.
"I'm sorry, Héctor. I really am, but..." For the first time in this whole talk, the man's voice softens. The hunter actually sounds regretful. It doesn't matter. "You've run out of chances."
A - A Broken Record - Anywhere
The hunters weren't exaggerating. He wishes they were. He's started to hear it, his songs slipping out of speakers in town. Even within the school, there's an occasional snippet of something; a TV spotlight that feels like a stab in the heart, a punch in the gut, and a chill down his spine all at once. He hears the faint humming of songs he wrote once on the breath of others. Over and over and over again it hits him and he rubs at his arm unconsciously, almost able to feel the engraving beneath the flesh. He's obviously distracted. Enough so that he blinks to realize someone else is there, talking to him.
"What? I'm sorry, could you say that again? I, ah, ha, didn't catch that..." He grins sheepishly.
B - A Stolen Melody - The Hog's Head and outside it
"I guess I live here now," He mutters to the glass in front of him. "Ha. Live..." He swigs it back. Okay. That's enough. No more feeling sorry for himself, he's going to pull it together and figure something out. A year ago he had the same problem and that got solved! And a year before that he was in the Outlands! This is just a minor set back. That's all. Yes.
Spirit almost renewed, he slaps his hands down and stands, even managing a smile. And then the cover musician on stage clears their throat.
"You all might have heard this one recently, it's made it rather big, so I hope I can do it justice. May it be a night to remember."
He whirls around, stricken. The song begins with a flourish.
"Remeeeember--"
"NO!" It takes seconds. One moment he's by the bar, the next he's diving onto the stage, gripping the neck of that guitar with a fevered look in his eyes. "Not that one!"
It's also only a few seconds before he's being thrown out of the bar, doors slamming behind him.
C - Independence Day - School Grounds
He stands on campus with his bow and arrow, surrounded by a pile of what looks to be fireworks. He draws the arrow back, aiming for the cathedral bell of the non-denominational church, and then, 11:00 pm sharp, he fires. It hits and makes little more than a piteous 'ting' of a sound, summoning a frown from him. Fine. He'll make do. He picks up a bottle of tequila and taps the side of it with another arrow. It's the best bell he's got. He gets to work then, setting up the fireworks display on the grounds for which he has neither permit nor permission. He mutters under his breath whatever he can remember of the varying versions of Hidalgo's speech. From the sound of his words, he's evidently a little buzzed already. He takes his sweet time for a good hour so that with that all done, it's officially September 16th.
He turns around with a grin, whether to those he's actively invited out with him or to those who are stumbling onto the field wondering exactly what the hell is going on. The explanation comes in the form of a loud Grito and a cry to the sky.
"¡VIVA MÉXICO!"
In the middle of France.
He starts lighting the fireworks, a few too many at once, and he runs back out of the way to watch them go, bottle scooped up to come with him and a manic grin on his face.
D - The Perfect Man - Around Campus
After all their resurrection attempts before, it's understandable that she's nervous. It makes perfect sense. A few seconds ago, he was nervous too, but now it seems a peace has come over him. He speaks with calm and assures, he's fine, really, he promises, there's no way yet to tell that it worked but maybe tomorrow evening they can find out, he loves her with all his heart.
All the next night, he's smiling. There's something different about him. He's cleaned up. He offers friendly greetings and is quick to help in any situation. He laughs at any joke and works hard into the night, even taking care of tasks he wasn't necessarily asked to do. Whatever anyone seems to want, he's willing to give it.
E - T̝̞͕̻͌ḥ̱͙̪͂͂̈́̇̾̔e̶̿ͨ́̅̅͒ ͒͌P͍͚̭̱̿͌e͎͉̞͌ͥͭ͆ͬͫ͐r͇ḟ̥͎̰̃ê̥̺̮̅̈͛̌͑͝c̛͈͓̬̬t͎̞̳̫̊̊ͨ̎ ̟̮̌͞M̩͉͚̝̦̓ͮ͠a̶̯̘̙̍̓͛́͛n͔̞͓̗̎͗̊̏́ͅ?̵̤̹̻͔͌́ͦ̽
Whatever anyone wants, he's not just willing to give anymore. He's desperate. His smile holds in place but looks pained now. His eyes are clearly vacant. There's a frantic note to his voice and an unsteady shake to his hands. He all but begs others to let him do something for them-- and when that fails, begging is still on the table.
For that matter, nothing, it seems, is off-limits...
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Hollows were never fixable. The souls were lost, and the best they could do was put them out of their misery before they hurt too many people. The Shinigami claimed that they could purify them with magic, but there were a lot of skeptics in the Quincy ranks about that. Some who didn't believe it could be done, and some who didn't think it should be.
She's still trying to wrap her head around all of that, when he panics all over again. She startles a little, but quickly and gently reaches out to take his hands from across the table. "Hey, hey... It's okay. I believe you."
She pulls his hands forward towards her a little, pressing then to the table and placing hers over them. She hopes the gesture will ground him a little.
"I'm not going to hurt you. Please believe me. Nothing you tell me is going to change that. So take a deep breath for me, okay? One deep breath, then count to five and let it go. Slowly."
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He bobs his head and takes a breath, slow in and slow out. He counts the seconds and then does it again. The flickering stops.
Still, his voice is quiet.
"Sorry," He says. "...It turned the girl's brother. I saw it happen. I warned my family from me. But there was this cold night. Some of my friends out here, they don't have homes. I couldn't let them freeze. But... that thing already killed one of them. It cornered me. Ch-changed me..." He falls silent and shakes his head. He takes a minute.
"A lot happened. I was found. Everyone... did their best. I was contained and they fixed what they could until she came. It took a lot. But she set me back to how I was." He swallows hard. "It was a nightmare."
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Her second thought is that she's glad they didn't.
Her own stomach feels tight with the thought that Héctor wouldn't be here now, if her clan had been here. And they might very well care about him still being here, if they knew what had happened. She resolves in that moment to leave any mention of him out of her letters back home. There's no need to put him in the line of fire until she can be sure that they won't do something drastic and unnecessary.
Her hands squeeze over his, secure and even protective. "It sounds awful," she concedes, as she searches for what to say. "I'm so sorry that you went through that. Are you... really okay now? There's nothing leftover from that?"
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"No. I don't know. There was a girl who could tell I'd been changed but... I think, uh... I think she senses... problems. If that makes sense. Like, things that hurt... you know..." Trauma. That's the word he's looking for.
God, he hopes that's all it is.
He shakes his head again, and says, "There was never anything more after that. No mask or... hunger." Though he feels a little sick to say it, expression twisting. "I can't even sense things." He mentioned before to her how much trouble he had telling the dead and living apart.
"...My heart is here. I know, skeleton, that doesn't always make sense, but... whatever it is. Center or soul... It's here. I always notice it now. I'm not like I was then."
No more shrieking curses, wailing pleas. No more wanting what would truly kill him. No matter what...
"I won't be that again."
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"There won't be any more Hollows while I'm here," she assures him, adding to his conviction. "You'll be okay. I can handle anything that shows it's face, and I'm not going to let you or anyone go through that again."
Even if that means killing any Hollows that show up on campus. Before she heard about all of this, she wouldn't have batted an eye at the thought. But now... There's a small hesitance in her thoughts. Someone out there can fix them. Heal them...
There's a pause as she gets lost in her thoughts for a moment. Then she looks up to him again. "That girl who helped you... Is she still here? At Daybreak?"
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"No. She had to leave a long time ago. I don't if it was for her remaining family or her own protection. I know the one who turned me wasn't happy that she could undo it."
He hopes she's okay. It's all he can do.
He's not without worry of other Hollows and the people they once were. It still doesn't compare to the fear for himself and his family.
Which is why, once again, he says, "Thank you."
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He thanks her again, and she snaps out of her thoughts to smile softly and squeezes his hands. "You don't have to keep thanking me. This is what we do. We protect people--and spirits. And I don't want to see those things destroy any more families. Especially not yours."
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"Not needing thanks doesn't mean you don't deserve it. Or that I don't want to say it."
Carefully, he moves his hands so he can squeeze hers back. And then he laughs.
"Dios, this might be the worst impression I have ever given someone. Just... all of this," He says, ruefully. "But at least I can better explain why... it's all such a mess. I want to argue with the hunters. But, I know they're not entirely wrong. To bring a risk like this back to mi hija, that's not okay. But I can't walk away. I just haven't figured out what to do yet. Besides attempting archery that is." And necromancy.
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"If I were her, I know that seeing my father would be worth the risk." Not that her assessment is very fair. Seeing her parents at all would be worth almost anything to her. "But at the end of the day, we all have to make the choices that we know we can live with."
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"That's why she can't know," He says. "And why she doesn't. For my Coco, her Papá is just sick, staying here to get better." He could've told her when he got home. Part of him wanted to. But even without it being her birthday, all the mess that would make... he and Imelda agreed, it wasn't the time.
"We have both gone a long time without one another. There's a lot I'd give to be with her now. But not her safety. Not her heart. I would not inflict that on anyone, but least of all her. I want her to have a full and happy life, even if I can't be in it. I'm sure your father would feel the same."
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"Yeah, he probably would." She manages a smile, but it doesn't cover the small shake to her voice. She pushes through without giving it a moment's pause. "Do you have a plan, then? For when you're going to tell her? Or what you're going to do about those other hunters? If you need someone to make a distraction while you run for it, I can handle that. Just saying."
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And when he catches the shake in her voice, he gets a strong suspicion in him of what might have become of her father. His own smile falls.
"A distraction wouldn't work with my rune." He lifts his arm slightly. "My wife and I are working on some spells. We hope something will pan out. If not... we haven't talked about that yet, exactly, but I'm hoping... maybe my girl will be able to come visit for a while. I'll tell her then." And remind her that he loves her... before he fades for good.
He lifts his gaze up back to her, and says, "I'm sorry. If I've trod on any wound that is. It's not my intention."
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"No, no. You're fine," she's quick to respond, giving him an embarrassed smile. "It's nothing. I just... I don't talk about them very often. I'm not used to it being a topic of conversation, you know?" Does he know? She's not sure. Maybe he has no idea what that's like. He seems more than forthcoming enough about his own family. Maybe it's just her that's a wreck like this over something that happened a decade ago.
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"...Do you want to? Talk about them, I mean." She clearly doesn't, but still he presses. "It might help. And I don't mind. Speaking as the dead, it does a spirit good to be remembered. And speaking as someone with losses, giving air to a wound does a lot for letting it heal."
Have they drawn their hands back at all? If not, he's setting one over hers.
"You have listened to all this from me. Seems only fair."
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She's tense and guarded, but her gaze drifts down to the hand over hers. It's a steady pressure, a grounding point. A focus.
"They were... kind," she starts, hesitantly but trying to build up strength. "Warm and loving. There was always laughter in our house. Mom would make breakfast every morning, and Dad would tell her she was the most beautiful woman in the world, and she would tell him he only said that when she was holding his food. They were silly, but that was perfect to me. The only serious things in our house were the things that were meant to be serious."
Not like all the places she's been tossed around since then. They must have broke the mold when her parents were made because so many of the other Quincy have been cold and distant. Laughter withers and dies in their presence, and sometimes she feels like she is, too. It's everything that her family wasn't, and it only makes the loss harder to bear.
"I loved everything about them. I wish I could tell them that. Or see them. Just one time. I don't even know if they're--" Her voice cracks, and she cuts herself off, pulling her hands back to rub at the tears that have sprung to her eyes.
"Sorry." This was a bad idea. They're in the middle of a public place, and here she is about to start bawling on him. She takes a deep breath, trying to force it all back down again. It's a little like trying to close and latch a box that's stuffed to full. "I shouldn't have said anything. Just give me a sec..."
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When she starts to speak about them, he finds his smile growing. He can't picture, but only because he's picturing his own home, his own nonsense. Telling Imelda she's the second most beautiful because Coco is the first. Imelda teasing back. Silly músico. He sees Coco, in his mind, looking up at them both.
And then the illusion shatters. She starts to cry. And then worse, she tries to apologize. Her hands slip away and he gets up, moving around the table. He pulls a chair to her side.
"Hey, hey," He says, trying to take her hands gently back. "It's okay. It's okay. You don't have to hide it. You don't have to force it back. They sound wonderful. People I would have liked to meet." He looks up with sympathy, a little bit of mirroring sorrow.
"I can't answer that question. But, the dead are not just souls. We're memories. What people think of us, what we pass on. What lives in the heart, that's the part that lives. That love is who they are. And they will stay there, with you, loving you, in your memories for as long as you keep them. Nothing can ever erase that." He tries to smile. It's genuine but aching.
"Don't ever apologize for remembering how much you love them. And don't let anyone tell you that you should."
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The dead are not just souls. We're memories. What people think of us, what we pass on. What lives in the heart, that's the part that lives...
"That... sounds nice," she says in a quiet voice and a small attempted smile. She wishes she could even pretend to believe that. It's harder, knowing what she does about Hollows. Knowing that her parents' souls might have been eaten. If that were true, no amount of memories would ever let her see them again, not in this life or the next.
"Can I apologize for being such a mess?" She tries to joke. It's the only way she knows how to pull herself back together. "You got to apologize. It's only fair."
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In the meantime, he speaks on, going back to something that has been on his mind before.
"It's okay," He says again. "I know it's hard to believe all that right now. And I know it's not really enough. But it's really... it's better to sit with all of it, in the long run. The difference in taking that time is more than I can say."
A difference of years wondering and simply turning away from family gone to dust in the Outlands. It feels like, in irony, a bone that wasn't set, simply stuck not-quite-right in the wake of a missed avenue.
"But perhaps we've both worn ourselves a bit for the night."
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The thought brings her back around to their original topic of those creatures. Even as he's saying that maybe they've worn themselves out, she sucking in a breath and pulling her hands away to rub the tears out of her eyes. She can't think about this right now. She just remembered something really important. Something vital.
"Wait, wait, there's... something else that I need to tell you." She feels like a mess, but there's a rush of adrenaline in her now, and that helps to push the sadness away more than anything else they've said or done.
"There's a Hollow on campus. The academy admitted him as a student. I don't know why, but... But I wanted to warn you. In case you ran into him."
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"What?"
He feels all at once like he's far away and being slammed into the earth. His head spins and he only belatedly realizes he's shaking it.
"No, no, no, they can't do that. Are they crazy!? You can't control yourself like that! You can't reason with it! I tried, dios, I fought it for days and I could manage minutes- seconds! They let him in? Here? Why!?"
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"I met him on a mission, before I came to the campus. He said that Daybreak sent him, but I didn't believe him. So I followed him back, and..." She frowns, looking incredibly unhappy with what she's about to say. "He was telling the truth. He's a student here. I've been watching him for a few weeks, and he lives in the dorms and goes to classes and everything."
"I... don't know what to do about him. Other than keep an eye on him, obviously. I know I said I'd handle any Hollow that showed up, but... This is really weird. The school wasn't like this with any of the others, right?" She looks to Héctor for confirmation, like one looks for a sanity check. This school isn't completely insane, right? This is just the outlier and not the norm?
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Nothing she says makes sense.
"That's impossible. Not- I mean, the basic parts but... no, there's no way he could stay sane long enough to do all that. To do any of that! That way- that it feels is- It's overwhelming." His voice is getting rough just speaking of it. He has to focus not to flicker again. His eyes close a moment, face screwed up. She asked him actual questions. He needs to answer.
"No, this school wasn't like this. They couldn't have been, it was a bunch of monsters rampaging. They didn't offer and they couldn't have gotten the chance to offer. This school can take in a lot of dangerous kinds for the sake of beating Nightfall and they look past a lot of things." Like torture. "But the general idea is that people have to keep in control while they're here. A hollow shouldn't be able to do that. I can't even think what would bring him here."
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But Héctor is clearly panicking, and she doesn't want to scare him more. She reaches out for his hands again, trying to give him something to hold onto.
"Hey... Breathe, remember? I told you I wasn't going to let anyone get hurt by those things. I'll keep watching him, and if he does anything, I'll deal with it, okay?" And then Daybreak can just deal with her afterwards.
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"My wife is here. If she got hurt. If I changed, I'd-- Dios, you don't know, the things I said to her like that. What I would have done...!" There are no more tears but it still sounds like a sob, what comes from him. This was supposed to be behind him, and now it's here. Wanting protect Coco and he came back here, dios, why is he so stupid?
"I still remember how it felt. I wish I didn't." His head shakes. "It doesn't make sense. Even with some kind of deal with the school, there's a person here who tortures Hollows, there's all the radiance, there's everyone around... I rose from the dead for my little girl and I still couldn't beat that. I don't understand what it could want. I don't get how..."
He draws his other hand back, covering his face with both hands now. Maybe it was him. Maybe he failed somehow. He can't meet her eyes once his hands drop. His head shakes.
"I can only think the school made a deal. Maybe they saw he was in control and wanted to understand. Keep it from happening again. But I can't imagine what could possibly be worth it." Nothing had been worth more than stopping the hunger in him. "Do you know where he is?"
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"Do you think they could be trying to replicate what that girl did? That they're trying to fix him?" That might make sense... She can't deny that she wants to know, too. If there was a way to cure Hollows instead of destroying them... She can't say that all of her clan would be behind it, but she certainly would.
When he asks where the boy lives, she hesitates a little, but ultimately responds. "I've seen him go into Lumière. His room is on the third floor." She already mentioned that she's been watching him, so the fact that she knows where he lives shouldn't be a surprise.
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