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Who: Yuya and you
When: First week or so of October
Where: Around Campus
What: Yuya deals with the consequences of trying to kill people in a fae-induced haze.
Warnings: Trauma talk about violence, attempted murder, etc. Bullying??
[Face the Music]
[The year doesn't start like the others. The horror of what Yuya's done during the night of the Hunt sets in quickly--all the people he terrorized and hurt before he was pulled from it. Targetting his friends, dragging Odd-Eyes into a frenzy through his connection--so he doesn't make it to classes his first week back, so sick with himself.
But he can't hide forever. On the first of October he trudges through the halls to class, strangling his book bag in his arms with his head held down.
The whispers start in the hallway, but it isn't until he sits down at his desk and he looks up that he realizes how... wary some people are. Quick, nervous glances pointed his way and switching seats to put distance between them until he's isolated by empty desks.
Yuya stares ahead, hands trembling, completely lost to his classwork as he counts down the seconds until he can run out of there.]
[Penalty]
[He tries to avoid everyone everywhere else. That's easier for his friends, whose habits he knows better to dodge the hallways they go down, their rooms or lunch periods. But he doesn't know everyone he pursued, even rememeber all of them clearly, and sometimes when avoiding the crowd he's blindsided.
It's the girl, standing next to a boy a little taller than her. The one with the shield, and she's one he does recall immediately when he sees her--her arm wrapped in bandages and a tense recognition locking her whole body up when they make eye contact. Oh, he'd certainly tried to kill her.
Yuya takes a step back, croaking a weak sound from his throat as he tries to speak. To apologize, even if no words are going to be enough. Maybe he moves too quickly, or the wrong way, because the boy lunges into action immediately. He grabs Yuya's arm and shoves him against the wall, and Yuya curls in on himself.] You--
I'm sorry! [Like sorry is really enough, and doesn't he have every right to be mad at him? Doesn't she?]
[Extra Curricular]
[He sneaks by the sign up sheets for clubs towards the end of the day, where he thinks he can miss most of the people. His name is already on there, of course, as one of the first in preparation for running the club for the new year. Right next to Nana's.
Yuya grabs the pen connected to the clipboard, setting it firmly to the paper. He hesistates, biting his lip... then slowly drags it over his name, back and forth to cross it out.]
When: First week or so of October
Where: Around Campus
What: Yuya deals with the consequences of trying to kill people in a fae-induced haze.
Warnings: Trauma talk about violence, attempted murder, etc. Bullying??
[Face the Music]
[The year doesn't start like the others. The horror of what Yuya's done during the night of the Hunt sets in quickly--all the people he terrorized and hurt before he was pulled from it. Targetting his friends, dragging Odd-Eyes into a frenzy through his connection--so he doesn't make it to classes his first week back, so sick with himself.
But he can't hide forever. On the first of October he trudges through the halls to class, strangling his book bag in his arms with his head held down.
The whispers start in the hallway, but it isn't until he sits down at his desk and he looks up that he realizes how... wary some people are. Quick, nervous glances pointed his way and switching seats to put distance between them until he's isolated by empty desks.
Yuya stares ahead, hands trembling, completely lost to his classwork as he counts down the seconds until he can run out of there.]
[Penalty]
[He tries to avoid everyone everywhere else. That's easier for his friends, whose habits he knows better to dodge the hallways they go down, their rooms or lunch periods. But he doesn't know everyone he pursued, even rememeber all of them clearly, and sometimes when avoiding the crowd he's blindsided.
It's the girl, standing next to a boy a little taller than her. The one with the shield, and she's one he does recall immediately when he sees her--her arm wrapped in bandages and a tense recognition locking her whole body up when they make eye contact. Oh, he'd certainly tried to kill her.
Yuya takes a step back, croaking a weak sound from his throat as he tries to speak. To apologize, even if no words are going to be enough. Maybe he moves too quickly, or the wrong way, because the boy lunges into action immediately. He grabs Yuya's arm and shoves him against the wall, and Yuya curls in on himself.] You--
I'm sorry! [Like sorry is really enough, and doesn't he have every right to be mad at him? Doesn't she?]
[Extra Curricular]
[He sneaks by the sign up sheets for clubs towards the end of the day, where he thinks he can miss most of the people. His name is already on there, of course, as one of the first in preparation for running the club for the new year. Right next to Nana's.
Yuya grabs the pen connected to the clipboard, setting it firmly to the paper. He hesistates, biting his lip... then slowly drags it over his name, back and forth to cross it out.]
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He sees the girl flinch. And that's before he lowers his sunglasses enough to show his eyes.
"So, why don't you use that brain for a second, turn around, and get moving. Lunkhead like you has a lot to learn so I'm sure there's a class you could be at. Unless you want to stay and fight me?"
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"Are you threatening me? If you want a fight that badly--"
And then he jerks forward, reaching to try and grab Zan's arm with urgency. "Stop! Please, don't..."
Don't scare them, don't start a fight. Don't give them more reasons to be afraid.
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Then Yuya's hand goes out to grasp his arm. There's a second in which a growl breaks, in which his teeth are bared not at the other guy but at tomato kid. His eyes narrow and his mouth presses. He turns a sneer back on the other one.
"What'd I tell you? Pathetic. I'll fight you. But first, you and your girlfriend are going to have to learn how to actually fight for yourselves. You think this guy's bad? He'd probably lay down and let you kick the shit out of him. Nightfall's going to eat you alive. Get. Going." He draws his mask down with his free hand, a display of sharp teeth and glowing eyes just as sharp. He waves if off once its done its job and turns back to the tomato.
"You know, I've stabbed guys for a lot less than that stunt you just pulled. You lost me a willing fight. The hell are you thinking? Do you want to get your ass kicked?"
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Yuya releases his grip when Zangetsu turns fully to him, his gaze dropping for a moment. He shakes his head. "I didn't want you to fight them. Not because of that."
He falls back against the wall. "It's true, I really did almost--almost kill her. So... please don't hurt them any more."
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"A lot of people almost killed a lot of people," He says. "Do you blame everyone else for completely losing their shit? Considering what a sad sap you are, I doubt it. So don't make yourself a freakin martyr over it. That guy's pissed off at himself because he was useless. He's not going to learn a damn thing by taking it out on you."
Nevermind that he doesn't need a reason to fight.
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"Relax, alright? You're going to look like the hero for trying to hold me back. Maybe not to those guys but you'd have to pull out some pretty fantastical apologies to change their minds anyway."
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"Sorry." He won't be a hero and he doesn't care about being one. He just... doesn't want more pain going back and forth. Doesn't want more people hurt because of him, even indirectly. Being trouble for Zangetsu for not feeling grateful is just one more hole in his self-image, so he should--make sure it doesn't happen again.
"Sorry. You don't have to worry about defending me, it's--it's okay. I'm not mad."
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"Are you kidding? You're furious. It's just amazingly not directed at me." For once. He shrugs shoulders and tucks his hands into the pockets of his jeans. "Don't know what you're so guilty for. It's not like you could have stopped anything that happened."
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Yuya shakes his head slowly. "No, it's--not your problem, I'm sorry. You don't have to worry about it."
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"God, you're irritating. You know, tomato kid? Let me give you a tip. From someone extremely experienced with these things. What you're doing now? It's not working. And whatever you were doing before? Also not working. In fact, making things worse. You're partly daemonic, aren't you? Act like it. Go to the source and sit with it, honestly, it takes five minutes to have a conversation. Like meditating."
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"I... I'm not..." He swallows, absently tangling the front of his shirt in his hand. "It's possessing me, but I'm not the demon! And I can't just... talk to him."
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But if they do this right that won't be necessary. Then again, that's if this guy's even going to do that at all.
He folds his arms. "The degree of separation you do or don't have doesn't matter. You're close enough that it might as well be you. Do you want to solve your problems or not?"
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And then he shakes his head fervently. "No! He's in me but he's not me. It has to matter--I could get rid of it."
Valvatorez recommended against that before, the the circumstance has changed now. Now it is a danger.
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"...You're lucky I have a reason to be here." Or else he might have done something real stupid. He draws his hand back.
"Whatever you were before, you're not getting rid of this. It's entangled. It is you. A part of you as much as anything else. Even if you find some magic bit of separation that doesn't somehow kill you, you keep it up and It'll just finish you itself when it's free. You learn to live with this or you die with it. There's no option three."
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Yuya's eyes widen and he stays still, too afraid to make any other movement. He doesn't even make a sound, the silence after Zangetsu finishes talking almost louder than his voice.
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"Chh. Whatever. Like you said. Not my problem. Good luck with the darmonic urges."
But he probably won't get any such luck. He starts to turn away.
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